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10:18pm 09/08/2007
 
 
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i have not written on livejournal in forever. i know, i know you've really missed me and everything. oh, believe me, i've miss you too. life just isn't the same these days.

san francisco is so amazing and wonderful and fucking ridiculous. i've never in my life been so busy and happy and full of wonder and excitement and apprehension and sexual vibrance as i have now. every day i discover something new that rocks my world and tells me i'm in the right place. i wish i could sit here and write long, descriptive anecdotes about the way life is, but i simply can't. i'm still at that point where it's really hard to put into words.

i just want to say that i'm happier than i ever thought possible. even on my depressed days things have never been so go.
 
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09:17pm 29/05/2007
 
 
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oh, it didn't take that long at all. i found a place in the lower haight and i'm leaving june 11th.

goodbye sofla.
music: hot chip - san frandisco eepee.
 
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san francisco.  
02:12am 23/05/2007
 
 
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i decided today that i am moving to san francisco no matter what. let's see how long this takes. i'm shooting for august.
music: blonde redhead - 23.
 
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03:19am 10/04/2007
 
 
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i haven't posted on this shit in forever but i'm about to explode.

i'm going to see bjork at the shoreline ampitheatre in san fransisco on may 19th.

oh sweet jesus mother of earth.
 
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12:18am 15/02/2007
 
 
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sometimes i feel like i'm stuck in a deep, dark hole. if i look up all i see is a tiny pinprick of light. i'm covered in the mess i've created and have no idea how to get out or what to do.

maybe if i keep digging i can break out on the other side.
music: arcade fire - neon bible.
 
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02:03am 21/01/2007
 
 
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so much going on. i'm going to quit my job soon i think and just dj until school starts. circa saturdays in two weeks. it's pretty much what i've been waiting for.

i am sweating this boy so hard.
 
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02:18am 30/12/2006
 
 
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two days ago i loved life and everything/everyone in it. today i hate it all.


oh woah is me.
music: the blow - paper television.
 
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day one: copper mountain.  
11:15pm 24/12/2006
 
 
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music: jessie playing the mandolin.
 
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12:56pm 23/12/2006
 
 
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i'm in the airport on the way to denver. they already stole my shampoo, toothpaste, and lotion from me. apparently, it's not allowed on the plane. that would have been nice to know before i got here. the screaming child next to me is about to steal my sanity. what's next?

i made out with a cute boy last night that i've had a huge crush on forever. too bad mike wasn't there to see it.
location: ftl airport.
music: cold war kids - robbers and cowards.
 
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12:25am 30/11/2006
 
 
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britney's twat is being shown all over america and everyone is fucking talking about it.

is it really that big of a deal?

maybe it wouldn't be if it weren't so fucking nasty. and i'm not talking about the way that a normal pussy is nasty to a gay boy...her shit is straight up gross.
 
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11:23pm 20/11/2006
 
 
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i go through these phases where the only song i listen to all day long is alarm call by bjork. seriously...it usually lasts for about 2 or 3 days. anytime i'm in my car, at home, or in the shower...it's all i listen to. then i give it a rest for a few months before the moment strikes and i'm back at it again.

it's pretty much my favorite song ever.
music: alarm call. duh.
 
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the world of walgreens.  
03:12am 18/11/2006
 
 
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i'm writing this because i can't sleep. mike is laying in my bed, but i'm too restless to lay with him. i'm writing this because it's a funny story.

the other day i had to go to walgreen's for a client from work to pick up some medication. let me preface this by saying that my job deals with over-privledged, extremely entitled, snot nosed children (and adults that act like children) that are so incredibly ungrateful at the many blessings that are given them. don't get me wrong, i love my job very much. that's part of the reason why i acted the way i did. the other part is just can't tolerate shitty, ignorant people. let me also preface this by saying that i don't believe in modern medicine and i think most medication is a load of bullshit.

anyway, so i'm in walgreen's and it's like peak walgreen's time. every white hair from across the city is lined up to recieve their two dollar medicare prescriptions and let me tell you are they livid. there are two haitian girls at the counter, one of which is training on her first day. i say their haitian not because it matters but because of something that happens later in the story. so i'm standing there and i had the trainee a prescription to drop off and tell her the name of the person's prescriptions that i'm picking up. she informs me that they are not ready yet, but will be shortly. i move to the side and wait like a normal human being should. i watch at three other people wait in line. this one old lady cuts in front of the other two and starts complaining that it's taking so long. she says that they it's stupid that one girl is helping the people at the drive-through window when there are people waiting in line. the other two ladies are looking at her like "shut the fuck up woman". she then starts to berate the pharmacy staff calling them stupid and dumb and telling them they need to help her because she needs her medication and is tired of waiting. i couldn't take anymore at that point. i turn to her and say, "just be patient and wait like the rest of us. they are not dumb, they are busy. can't you see that?" she says, "they are VERY dumb, all they have to do is fill prescriptions and they can't even do that right." keep in mind that the people she is berating are standing right in front of her, but they're "haitian" so they must be stupid and not be able to understand her. right. so anyway i pretty much lost it at the point. i go, "you are a fucking bitch." she says i know and moves over to the other counter and starts yelling at the pharmacist who is in the middle of filling several orders, answering the phone, and helping another customer at the same time. eventually i see him become very agitated and tell her that she needs to go sit down or he will have someone escort her out of the pharmacy. as she walks by me to sit down she looks at me and says, "see, i told you they were stupid." she waited for about 20 more minutes and then paid $2 for her prescription and left.

several other people come to counter, each of them are very impatient and rude with the staff. i find this so hard to believe that not one of them has it in them to be polite to these people who are obviously working their asses off to get them their goddamn medication that they so desperately need.

the next lady takes the cake. she goes up to the counter and gives them her name. they say her prescription will be ready in a few minutes that they are running a little behind. immedeatly she throws her hands in the air and starts to scream, "this is ridiculous. i need my medicine. the doctor didn't write this prescription to have me come here and wait for it. i can't believe this. you need to fix them. give me my medicine right now. you told me it would be ready you are stupid you should be fired blahblahblahblahblahblahblah." i turn and her and say, "lady, they're are trying their best. you don't have to be so rude. it's not her fault that it's not ready she's just the counter clerk." she says, "yes, it is her fault. she's stupid." i say, "she's a human being. she has feelings and emotions and a family to go home to just like the rest of us. she does not deserve to be treated that way." she says, "she is NOT a human being." at this point i lost it and started laughing hysterically. the lady behind me lost it, too. the crazed woman then starts to scream "mind your own business." i say, "how can i mind my own business when you're fucking yelling at everyone like a banshee." she points and me and with this insane look in her eye that was actually kind of scary states, "go to hell." by that time, the prescriptions were ready and i paid for them and left.

i was in complete shock of the way people react to having to wait. i mean seriously, what are going to do? go home, take your pills, and watch tv...give me a fucking break. the only thing i felt moderatly guilty about was calling that old lady a fucking bitch. i mean, she is someone's grandma and i wouldn't like anyone calling my grandma a fucking bitch...even if she was one. so yeah...that was my trip to walgreen's.
music: the boats - song by the sea.
 
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01:46am 15/11/2006
 
 
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prime time of your life.  
12:25am 12/11/2006
 
 
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daft punk was pretty much the most amazing experience of my life.

the end.
 
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stage one of the most amazing thing you've ever seen.  
06:53pm 09/11/2006
 
 
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the blank area on the inside of my forearm will be filled in with another rose and more feathers. the bird is going to be bright blues, greens, purples, golds, etc. the roses will be red, of course. i'm in fucking love. it only hurt a little.


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music: linus loves.
 
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04:04am 09/11/2006
 
 
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so life is pretty much amazing. i have the tendency to bitch and moan and cry about how shitty my life is and how no one likes me and that i'm just basically a nut job. but i know that's not the case.

the next three days:

thursday: getting the outline of my sleeve tattooed.
friday: busy p, alex english (mstrkrft cancelled, the assholes)
saturday: BANG! daft fucking punk. oh no! oh my! modest mouse. duran duran. theivery corporation. kinky. tiesto. gnarls barkley. and like a thousand other people.


oh thank you sweet jesus for keeping me alive this long. also, i'm meat free for three weeks. that's pretty cool, too. my farts smell interesting.
music: miho hatori.
 
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01:27am 02/11/2006
 
 
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i think it's incredibly stupid and entirely hypocritical when no shoe wearing, vegan, dreadlocked, paisley hippies who love the earth and won't kill a bug but will drink copious amounts of liquor, trip balls on acid and smoke pot until they're retarted. yeah, peace brah you're a drain on society thanks.
 
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all i need.  
11:41pm 30/10/2006
 
 
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air reminds me of charleston. lately a lot of things have been reminding me of charleston. not that i need or want to go back there, god knows that city is the devil dressed in white for me. the whole cobblestone allure and grimy luster is just so appealing at times.

tomorrow is halloween. i still don't know what i'm going to be. i don't really care either, i'm pretty sick right now. my throat is on fire. this weekend was like a halloween party out of movie. seriously. i kept thinking that over and over again. i played my favorite music and everyone danced. i love that shit.

10 days until i get tattooed. oh beautiful sleevey goodness.

do you ever wonder why it is that sometimes life is so amazing and other times it seems like your emotions are going to kill you and you will never recover? this happens to me on a regular basis. right now life is good. full. intense. but ever so amazing. it's like a giant adventure. every day something happens that i never quite expect. things work out. people come and go. love is spread. suffering is endured. that's just the way that things go. what's next?
mood: sick sick
music: air - moon safari <3
 
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09:17pm 08/10/2006
 
 
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i thought i had finally found a place to fit in.

however, it's like shoving the square peg into the circular hole...it never works.
music: fuyija & miyagi.
 
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03:10am 19/09/2006
 
 
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why is it impossible for someone to be like:

"yeah, i'm into you too. let's do something about it."

seriously, quit fucking around.
 
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